Doin' the best that I can 'cause that's how I am
I can't help but be different

They want me on a different route
Different places, go without a doubt
Don't worry 'bout my whereabouts
I ain't worried 'bout gaining clout
And all I'm trying to do is me
Ain't too concerned with what others think
Except for the ones that's really there for me
But even they know Jill's gonna do her thing
Only one who lives my life is me
And the only one who's lived all through them things
Yeah they seen the hype, and they seen the gleam
But my life before the shine was what they didin't see
It's okay, I'll still teach you a couple things
No matter how far away the dream
Some may think I didn't listen
If that's the case maybe they'll say baby, she's just gifted

I'm doing the best that I can
But my life ain't what I envisioned
I can't help but be different, I can't help but be different
I'm pushing as hard as I can 'cause that's how I am
But I just ain't the same
I can't help but be different, I can't help but be different

And even when I'm on my last
Can't let nobody hold me back
Some want to see Jill fall through the cracks
Under pressure, out of breath
What'chu know 'bout that
Just keeping it real
All my dogs that ride already know the deal
Don't even need to read the description
So stop look and listen
My rhymes are dope and the beat
It feels like New Edition
And I'm feeling so good when I'm on the mic
Summertime 2020, let's get right
Can't help that I'm living my best life
There's a difference between me and these rappers quite
When they hatin' on a chick 'cause she does it right
Don't get between a queen when it comes to her mic
Cause I'm J-I-L-L to the Y,
Yo, what can I say

I'm doing the best that I can
But my life ain't what I envisioned
I can't help but be different, I can't help but be different
I'm pushing as hard as I can 'cause that's how I am
But I just ain't the same
I can't help but be different, I can't help but be different

I can't, I can't, I can't really help it
I can't, I can't, I can't really help it
I can't help but be different, yo
I can't, I can't, I can't really help it
I can't, I can't, I can't really help it
'Cause I'm just different