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Jillion Dollar Dreams

by JU$T JILL

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1.
Be Different 02:42
Doin' the best that I can 'cause that's how I am I can't help but be different They want me on a different route Different places, go without a doubt Don't worry 'bout my whereabouts I ain't worried 'bout gaining clout And all I'm trying to do is me Ain't too concerned with what others think Except for the ones that's really there for me But even they know Jill's gonna do her thing Only one who lives my life is me And the only one who's lived all through them things Yeah they seen the hype, and they seen the gleam But my life before the shine was what they didin't see It's okay, I'll still teach you a couple things No matter how far away the dream Some may think I didn't listen If that's the case maybe they'll say baby, she's just gifted I'm doing the best that I can But my life ain't what I envisioned I can't help but be different, I can't help but be different I'm pushing as hard as I can 'cause that's how I am But I just ain't the same I can't help but be different, I can't help but be different And even when I'm on my last Can't let nobody hold me back Some want to see Jill fall through the cracks Under pressure, out of breath What'chu know 'bout that Just keeping it real All my dogs that ride already know the deal Don't even need to read the description So stop look and listen My rhymes are dope and the beat It feels like New Edition And I'm feeling so good when I'm on the mic Summertime 2020, let's get right Can't help that I'm living my best life There's a difference between me and these rappers quite When they hatin' on a chick 'cause she does it right Don't get between a queen when it comes to her mic Cause I'm J-I-L-L to the Y, Yo, what can I say I'm doing the best that I can But my life ain't what I envisioned I can't help but be different, I can't help but be different I'm pushing as hard as I can 'cause that's how I am But I just ain't the same I can't help but be different, I can't help but be different I can't, I can't, I can't really help it I can't, I can't, I can't really help it I can't help but be different, yo I can't, I can't, I can't really help it I can't, I can't, I can't really help it 'Cause I'm just different
2.
Love 03:44
I'm kinda nervous But, I'm a just gonna go ahead and say it, yo You know I feel like you don't love me I be in these streets making moves 'cause you know we gotta eat No matter what everybody say I gotta do what I gotta do, but anyway It's sad, I feel like you don't love me Want you to know you can trust me Cause when it all goes down and I gotta get in trouble I'm a ride for you, I'm a die for you And I'm a cry for you so you don't hurt no more But you walk out of my open door And I'm not sure if you believe me So I write while watching TV But it can't block out how I'm feeling And they don't see that we both bleeding Open wounds from years before But I'm afraid of the day Cause I don't wanna go to war with you I don't want us to ignore the truth Cause we came this far, tell me what to do What we've been through it was the realest And you're still the illest I don't us to ignore the truth Cause we came this far, so what do we do Hope you appreciate my realness I know that you feel this I know that you feel this L-Listen, vibe in the whip Yeah, I know you feel this You know I be all in my feelings And I act all hard 'cause I feel like I gotta be in charge Wanna do it for the both of us Puff pass so we kinda buzzed I keep calm when we're chilling You're like a puzzle piece that completes me Oh Lord, help me please, I'm just trying to keep the peace Even though I said my piece before You out at night 'til three or four And I'm missing you like twenty four I'm sorry I know that I force And I should fall back but thats how I love If there are things we should discuss Don't brush it off, can't keep the hush We talk too damn loud anyways Don't know if that will change Still I'll put a smile on your face Cause I don't want us to ignore the truth Cause we came this far, tell me what to do What we've been through it was the realest And you're still the illest I don't us to ignore the truth Cause we came this far, so what do we do Hope you appreciate my realness I know that you feel this I know that you feel this L-Listen, vibe in the whip Yeah, I know you feel this, yo Now I'm waiting by the phone Wondering if I'll see you when I'm home Wish we did more things, spent more time trying to be close I don't mean to push your buttons though All that I'm trying to say Is I wanna be in one world with you, not two that seperate And if I had to be without you again, I couldn't understand So I rap for you, I gasp for you Like you're my oxygen And I need us to live Damn, something's gotta give So let's just stay here I don't want us to ignore the truth Cause we came this far, tell me what to do What we've been through it was the realest And your still the illest I don't us to ignore the truth Cause we came this far, so what do we do Hope you appreciate my realness I know that you feel this I know that you feel this L-Listen, vibe in the whip Yeah, I know you feel this And I'm feeling it
3.
Throwback 02:15
Swaggy, taking it back I'm, I'm zoning out I hold my breath like, damn Morning now, go make these checks like, man And I know that it's gonna be a good day The motivation is the motive so I got paid Days, I reminisce in my brain When it was me and my sis and I still drive her insane It's all love though, and my bro yo Keep dudes in check though he's always on the go And he still comes home It's where the heart is I gotta beat it up, as if I had kids I can't forget I use to chill in your room And I'd watch you spit in cyphers Man, I think I was two And then I grew up And now I came up So clutch, too much Now what, no butts about it Don't doubt it 'cause I stay surrounded The illest, the realest That's one zero zero And she's my hero, damn I miss my momma And aside from the drama in and out you're beautiful Those were the days Felt like it was yesterday And I can't believe it Now it's so different, for real I miss it Cause we're so distant Ayo, speed it up don't slow down this energy I'm here to vibe and you so ain't touching me Listen bro, you won't stop my shine Jilly is oh so special, boo I get what's mine And that's like all the time Baby, I do it big Since '89 been holding down the Bridge Shorty born and raised, way before first grade Clowned on back then, but now I look Grade A That means I'm sexy You want to test me But pay attention 'cause I already passed Flying colors didnt realize how I show off my class And it's funny I'm like you, now I just sit back and laugh D-U-N-C-E, hardy-har-har Yes, I'm grown now but the verse is by far Ill, got me feeling young It's so throwback and a fresh track Got you so uplifted, call that piggyback
4.
Look, my house paid and my whip paid And my chain spells 'boss' with the gold plate Dinero, I translate The rest hear and they contemplate The rate I'm going just accumulates Mental math my shit as I calculate Hatin' asses they always speculate When they still sitting home on their prepaid So they Gotta get get get money Gotta get get get money Get get money Gotta get get get money Gotta get get get money Get get money Get get money Gotta get get get money Get get money Gotta get get get money Gotta get get get money Get get money Never paid the cost to be the boss and I'm stuntin' Bills in my jeans, keep it a hundred Attract attention when you know you're frontin' It's all legal, no need for smuggling Cause I'm Just Jill and I'm flawless Have a hard time closing my wallet Overflowing with all these fortunes While you still wait for yours in portions So you Gotta get get get money Gotta get get get money Get get money Gotta get get get money Gotta get get get money Get get money Get get money Gotta get get get money Get get money Gotta get get get money Gotta get get get money Get get money Get get dough, finances These bankrolls, romantic I'm in love with these dead presidents While you look for chump change frantic I like paper, I like plastic Man this shit's so raw, it's graphic So don't bother me and ask for shit Cause I'm the real deal still and you're counterfeit Then you Gotta get get get money Gotta get get get money Get get money Gotta get get get money Gotta get get get money Get get money Get get money Gotta get get get money Get get money Gotta get get get money Gotta get get get money Get get money Debit or credit I got expensive taste You can check the receipt on how much I spent Can't sleep 'cause the money motivates While you're slaving away to pay your rent Because my lyrics subliminal, cash is so irresistible Got all of this money you'd think that I was a criminal Hustle and bustle, never getting in trouble Don't be mad at me because your life is a struggle And you Gotta get get get money Gotta get get get money Get get money Gotta get get get money Gotta get get get money Get get money Get get money Gotta get get get money Get get money Gotta get get get money Gotta get get get money Get get money
5.
Problems 03:47
You want to talk about our problems But you fail to realize that I already solved 'em And I understand where you're coming from But this door you keep revolving I slammed it shut, more than once But you won't stop calling Even though you know I blocked ya You want to talk about our problems But you fail to realize that I already solved 'em And I understand where you're coming from But this door you keep revolving I slammed it shut, more than once But you won't stop calling Even though you know I blocked ya The thing is, I never love myself when I'm in love with you And ain't no telling what a couple of blunts will do I don't get why you think I should trust in you And I hate that I have to say I don't fuck wit'chu Almost went blind from being in love with you And now if I cry it ain't concerning you Now I sleep at night instead of waiting up for you I could go on for days, I can't cooperate for you Knowing damn well momma ain't raise no fool So let's keep it real, what makes more sense to you You want to talk about our problems But you fail to realize that I already solved 'em And I understand where you're coming from But this door you keep revolving I slammed it shut, more than once But you won't stop calling Even though you know I blocked ya You want to talk about our problems But you fail to realize that I already solved 'em And I understand where you're coming from But this door you keep revolving I slammed it shut, more than once But you won't stop calling Even though you know I blocked ya Cause you're never listening Especially when it comes from me Boy, take a breath 'cause you just keep talking Have you noticed how long you've been talking So you need time by yourself, while I work on myself Since I got time for myself, made moves all by myself Yup, aye Everything's so much clearer Hitting life goals with my hitta's And I'm styling on 'em, I'm fiercer, yup But boy you wilding out on that liquor Pouring your heart out to me Can't say sorry, cry me a river Your drunk texts, late night Won't read 'em, plus it's a school night Do not disturb's on my hotline I'm on my nine to five, shit You know I always take care of business right But your begging for my forgiveness quite Often, lost in your ways So I try to move on when I see red flags because you're playing games I'm a read caution Rose up from hitting rock bottom And I know you're having a hard time from moving on But, that to me, sounds like a personal problem You want to talk about our problems But you fail to realize that I already solved 'em And I understand where you're coming from But this door you keep revolving I slammed it shut, more than once But you won't stop calling Even though you know I blocked ya You want to talk about our problems But you fail to realize that I already solved 'em And I understand where you're coming from But this door you keep revolving I slammed it shut, more than once But you won't stop calling Even though you know I blocked ya I blocked ya Even though you know I blocked ya But that shit didn't stop ya
6.
Just Jill, uh Yo, this is for the female artist that be working their hardest, Yo- lately feels like I’ve been finessin' it Heads guessing my moves, but they ain't getting it On the mic and if not I'm on my grind And I've dealt with harder times Now there’s really no sweat in this Cause they haven't lived that life like mine Man, a couple times yo I almost died My girl T says you only live once so why not do it big It's getting live with the Bridgeside I'm just tryna make my momma proud Shout out to the strong women who held me down Cause ooh I'm flexing, the strong woman I am now Built to be the queen, I rock the crown My fly honeys wanna let the ladies know To kill that drama and beef Cause babygirl it's time to grow Cause they don't wanna see us out here make it and shine Unless we hurting each other Or look on fleek with injected behinds Female artists keep on pushing your hardest There's rap dudes out here with huge egos Don't forget we the smartest Nah, don't forget we the smartest I said- female artists keep on pushing your hardest There's rap dudes out here with huge egos Don't forget we the smartest Don't forget we the smartest Yo- Just Jill speaking facts with the lyricism I'm sick of female rap getting bad criticism Cause I know I'm different And I'm tryna build a new foundation Call that support system Roll through with the girl squad Dude's jealous of our bars, that's their fault Too busy smooth talking Cause they think they’re popping Try to distract you with the love and the hip-hopping But- I’ll save that nonsense for the television Cause that's not my vision Unless I'm working for Nickelodeon and helping out the children I'm just a nineties kid who's doin' it a little different So- in the meantime, in-between time Ladies go get yours, don't let no one block your shine Female artists keep on pushing your hardest There's rap dudes out here with huge egos yo Female artists keep on pushing your hardest There's rap dudes out here with huge egos Don't forget we the smartest Nah, don't forget we the smartest I said- female artists keep on pushing your hardest There's rap dudes out here with huge egos Don't forget we the smartest Don't forget we the smartest Don't let no one stop your shine Always be yourself Stay true and stay kind Cause hard work does pay off So keep chasing your Jillion Dollar Dreams Shout out Bridgeside I'm- Just Jill
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Lyrics: Jillian Girardin, Mark Girardin Recording Engineers: John Scott, Josh Schuback Produced: Phoenix Down Recording Beatmaker: SideB
8.
I wrote this one for you I met you 2004 in the summer You got that smile that can't compare to another And ever since then I can't help how much I love ya I'm always there for you No, I don't wanna see you suffer When we were kids you showed me the ropes I was the butter babe and you were the toast My bodyguard, I knew them bullies were toast Them days were wild we was doin' the most And even if we got in trouble It didn't take long, I'm at your crib on the double And things were all good we'd go chilling in your room While you're braiding my hair I'm looking up towards the moon Til this day you my lady Now we ride in the Mercedes A little help from your bro cause you know that you his baby Baby girl know the deal Anything in this world, I got you for real Can't you understand it Girl you know how much I care It's not the way I planned it, no If you could only know my feelings You would know how much I do believe I promise I'm a do my best on this planet And I'm sorry for the time that I took for granted I'm kicking myself in the ass like damn it But time is precious let's live it up and do damage Plus we need a vaca soon, let's vanish Maybe Cancun, just help me brush up on my Spanish Then we’ll do a girls night I'll call our girls right And we gon' get it popping And we gon' get right Cause I just want you to be glad And girl I know it's hard sometimes it gets sad And seeing you in pain damn it makes me so mad But still you never give up And that's what's up Cause being by your bedside I tried my hardest not to cry I was holding your hand, I prayed so many times Spent time with little man Yo, he's such a cool guy You raised a good son, no lie Can't you understand it Girl, you know how much I care It's not the way I planned it, no If you could only know my feelings You would know how much I do believe When you feel better Let me know and I'm a call ya And make sure you meet me up there at the altar Cause this a forever thing, and that's for life That's right you my wife, that's right you my wife Aye, keep pushing Mara It's you and me, uh

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First solo album by JU$T JILL.

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released December 10, 2020

Produced and engineered by Phoenix Down Recording.

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JU$T JILL Cambridge, Massachusetts

JU$T JILL is a female hip-hop artist and cypher organizer from in Cambridge, MA. Her hip-hop sound is unique and has an upbeat wholesome feel, with songs such as "Life For Us" & "We the Smartest." Her music consists of empowering women, talks of personal struggles & living life to the fullest. This summer, Jill released her sophomore album "WomanHood" out now on all steaming services. ... more

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