1. |
Be Different
02:42
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Doin' the best that I can 'cause that's how I am
I can't help but be different
They want me on a different route
Different places, go without a doubt
Don't worry 'bout my whereabouts
I ain't worried 'bout gaining clout
And all I'm trying to do is me
Ain't too concerned with what others think
Except for the ones that's really there for me
But even they know Jill's gonna do her thing
Only one who lives my life is me
And the only one who's lived all through them things
Yeah they seen the hype, and they seen the gleam
But my life before the shine was what they didin't see
It's okay, I'll still teach you a couple things
No matter how far away the dream
Some may think I didn't listen
If that's the case maybe they'll say baby, she's just gifted
I'm doing the best that I can
But my life ain't what I envisioned
I can't help but be different, I can't help but be different
I'm pushing as hard as I can 'cause that's how I am
But I just ain't the same
I can't help but be different, I can't help but be different
And even when I'm on my last
Can't let nobody hold me back
Some want to see Jill fall through the cracks
Under pressure, out of breath
What'chu know 'bout that
Just keeping it real
All my dogs that ride already know the deal
Don't even need to read the description
So stop look and listen
My rhymes are dope and the beat
It feels like New Edition
And I'm feeling so good when I'm on the mic
Summertime 2020, let's get right
Can't help that I'm living my best life
There's a difference between me and these rappers quite
When they hatin' on a chick 'cause she does it right
Don't get between a queen when it comes to her mic
Cause I'm J-I-L-L to the Y,
Yo, what can I say
I'm doing the best that I can
But my life ain't what I envisioned
I can't help but be different, I can't help but be different
I'm pushing as hard as I can 'cause that's how I am
But I just ain't the same
I can't help but be different, I can't help but be different
I can't, I can't, I can't really help it
I can't, I can't, I can't really help it
I can't help but be different, yo
I can't, I can't, I can't really help it
I can't, I can't, I can't really help it
'Cause I'm just different
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2. |
Love
03:44
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I'm kinda nervous
But, I'm a just gonna go ahead and say it, yo
You know I feel like you don't love me
I be in these streets making moves 'cause you know we gotta eat
No matter what everybody say
I gotta do what I gotta do, but anyway
It's sad, I feel like you don't love me
Want you to know you can trust me
Cause when it all goes down and I gotta get in trouble
I'm a ride for you, I'm a die for you
And I'm a cry for you so you don't hurt no more
But you walk out of my open door
And I'm not sure if you believe me
So I write while watching TV
But it can't block out how I'm feeling
And they don't see that we both bleeding
Open wounds from years before
But I'm afraid of the day
Cause I don't wanna go to war with you
I don't want us to ignore the truth
Cause we came this far, tell me what to do
What we've been through it was the realest
And you're still the illest
I don't us to ignore the truth
Cause we came this far, so what do we do
Hope you appreciate my realness
I know that you feel this
I know that you feel this
L-Listen, vibe in the whip
Yeah, I know you feel this
You know I be all in my feelings
And I act all hard 'cause I feel like I gotta be in charge
Wanna do it for the both of us
Puff pass so we kinda buzzed
I keep calm when we're chilling
You're like a puzzle piece that completes me
Oh Lord, help me please, I'm just trying to keep the peace
Even though I said my piece before
You out at night 'til three or four
And I'm missing you like twenty four
I'm sorry I know that I force
And I should fall back but thats how I love
If there are things we should discuss
Don't brush it off, can't keep the hush
We talk too damn loud anyways
Don't know if that will change
Still I'll put a smile on your face
Cause I don't want us to ignore the truth
Cause we came this far, tell me what to do
What we've been through it was the realest
And you're still the illest
I don't us to ignore the truth
Cause we came this far, so what do we do
Hope you appreciate my realness
I know that you feel this
I know that you feel this
L-Listen, vibe in the whip
Yeah, I know you feel this, yo
Now I'm waiting by the phone
Wondering if I'll see you when I'm home
Wish we did more things, spent more time trying to be close
I don't mean to push your buttons though
All that I'm trying to say
Is I wanna be in one world with you, not two that seperate
And if I had to be without you again, I couldn't understand
So I rap for you, I gasp for you
Like you're my oxygen
And I need us to live
Damn, something's gotta give
So let's just stay here
I don't want us to ignore the truth
Cause we came this far, tell me what to do
What we've been through it was the realest
And your still the illest
I don't us to ignore the truth
Cause we came this far, so what do we do
Hope you appreciate my realness
I know that you feel this
I know that you feel this
L-Listen, vibe in the whip
Yeah, I know you feel this
And I'm feeling it
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3. |
Throwback
02:15
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Swaggy, taking it back
I'm, I'm zoning out
I hold my breath like, damn
Morning now, go make these checks like, man
And I know that it's gonna be a good day
The motivation is the motive so I got paid
Days, I reminisce in my brain
When it was me and my sis and I still drive her insane
It's all love though, and my bro yo
Keep dudes in check though he's always on the go
And he still comes home
It's where the heart is
I gotta beat it up, as if I had kids
I can't forget I use to chill in your room
And I'd watch you spit in cyphers
Man, I think I was two
And then I grew up
And now I came up
So clutch, too much
Now what, no butts about it
Don't doubt it 'cause I stay surrounded
The illest, the realest
That's one zero zero
And she's my hero, damn I miss my momma
And aside from the drama in and out you're beautiful
Those were the days
Felt like it was yesterday
And I can't believe it
Now it's so different, for real I miss it
Cause we're so distant
Ayo, speed it up don't slow down this energy
I'm here to vibe and you so ain't touching me
Listen bro, you won't stop my shine
Jilly is oh so special, boo I get what's mine
And that's like all the time
Baby, I do it big
Since '89 been holding down the Bridge
Shorty born and raised, way before first grade
Clowned on back then, but now I look Grade A
That means I'm sexy
You want to test me
But pay attention 'cause I already passed
Flying colors didnt realize how I show off my class
And it's funny I'm like you, now I just sit back and laugh
D-U-N-C-E, hardy-har-har
Yes, I'm grown now but the verse is by far
Ill, got me feeling young
It's so throwback and a fresh track
Got you so uplifted, call that piggyback
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4. |
Gotta Get Money
02:56
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Look, my house paid and my whip paid
And my chain spells 'boss' with the gold plate
Dinero, I translate
The rest hear and they contemplate
The rate I'm going just accumulates
Mental math my shit as I calculate
Hatin' asses they always speculate
When they still sitting home on their prepaid
So they
Gotta get get get money
Gotta get get get money
Get get money
Gotta get get get money
Gotta get get get money
Get get money
Get get money
Gotta get get get money
Get get money
Gotta get get get money
Gotta get get get money
Get get money
Never paid the cost to be the boss and I'm stuntin'
Bills in my jeans, keep it a hundred
Attract attention when you know you're frontin'
It's all legal, no need for smuggling
Cause I'm Just Jill and I'm flawless
Have a hard time closing my wallet
Overflowing with all these fortunes
While you still wait for yours in portions
So you
Gotta get get get money
Gotta get get get money
Get get money
Gotta get get get money
Gotta get get get money
Get get money
Get get money
Gotta get get get money
Get get money
Gotta get get get money
Gotta get get get money
Get get money
Get get dough, finances
These bankrolls, romantic
I'm in love with these dead presidents
While you look for chump change frantic
I like paper, I like plastic
Man this shit's so raw, it's graphic
So don't bother me and ask for shit
Cause I'm the real deal still and you're counterfeit
Then you
Gotta get get get money
Gotta get get get money
Get get money
Gotta get get get money
Gotta get get get money
Get get money
Get get money
Gotta get get get money
Get get money
Gotta get get get money
Gotta get get get money
Get get money
Debit or credit I got expensive taste
You can check the receipt on how much I spent
Can't sleep 'cause the money motivates
While you're slaving away to pay your rent
Because my lyrics subliminal, cash is so irresistible
Got all of this money you'd think that I was a criminal
Hustle and bustle, never getting in trouble
Don't be mad at me because your life is a struggle
And you
Gotta get get get money
Gotta get get get money
Get get money
Gotta get get get money
Gotta get get get money
Get get money
Get get money
Gotta get get get money
Get get money
Gotta get get get money
Gotta get get get money
Get get money
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5. |
Problems
03:47
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You want to talk about our problems
But you fail to realize that I already solved 'em
And I understand where you're coming from
But this door you keep revolving
I slammed it shut, more than once
But you won't stop calling
Even though you know I blocked ya
You want to talk about our problems
But you fail to realize that I already solved 'em
And I understand where you're coming from
But this door you keep revolving
I slammed it shut, more than once
But you won't stop calling
Even though you know I blocked ya
The thing is, I never love myself when I'm in love with you
And ain't no telling what a couple of blunts will do
I don't get why you think I should trust in you
And I hate that I have to say I don't fuck wit'chu
Almost went blind from being in love with you
And now if I cry it ain't concerning you
Now I sleep at night instead of waiting up for you
I could go on for days, I can't cooperate for you
Knowing damn well momma ain't raise no fool
So let's keep it real, what makes more sense to you
You want to talk about our problems
But you fail to realize that I already solved 'em
And I understand where you're coming from
But this door you keep revolving
I slammed it shut, more than once
But you won't stop calling
Even though you know I blocked ya
You want to talk about our problems
But you fail to realize that I already solved 'em
And I understand where you're coming from
But this door you keep revolving
I slammed it shut, more than once
But you won't stop calling
Even though you know I blocked ya
Cause you're never listening
Especially when it comes from me
Boy, take a breath 'cause you just keep talking
Have you noticed how long you've been talking
So you need time by yourself, while I work on myself
Since I got time for myself, made moves all by myself
Yup, aye
Everything's so much clearer
Hitting life goals with my hitta's
And I'm styling on 'em, I'm fiercer, yup
But boy you wilding out on that liquor
Pouring your heart out to me
Can't say sorry, cry me a river
Your drunk texts, late night
Won't read 'em, plus it's a school night
Do not disturb's on my hotline
I'm on my nine to five, shit
You know I always take care of business right
But your begging for my forgiveness quite
Often, lost in your ways
So I try to move on when
I see red flags because you're playing games
I'm a read caution
Rose up from hitting rock bottom
And I know you're having a hard time from moving on
But, that to me, sounds like a personal problem
You want to talk about our problems
But you fail to realize that I already solved 'em
And I understand where you're coming from
But this door you keep revolving
I slammed it shut, more than once
But you won't stop calling
Even though you know I blocked ya
You want to talk about our problems
But you fail to realize that I already solved 'em
And I understand where you're coming from
But this door you keep revolving
I slammed it shut, more than once
But you won't stop calling
Even though you know I blocked ya
I blocked ya
Even though you know I blocked ya
But that shit didn't stop ya
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6. |
We, the Smartest
03:17
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Just Jill, uh
Yo, this is for the female artist that be working their hardest,
Yo- lately feels like I’ve been finessin' it
Heads guessing my moves, but they ain't getting it
On the mic and if not I'm on my grind
And I've dealt with harder times
Now there’s really no sweat in this
Cause they haven't lived that life like mine
Man, a couple times yo I almost died
My girl T says you only live once so why not do it big
It's getting live with the Bridgeside
I'm just tryna make my momma proud
Shout out to the strong women who held me down
Cause ooh I'm flexing, the strong woman I am now
Built to be the queen, I rock the crown
My fly honeys wanna let the ladies know
To kill that drama and beef
Cause babygirl it's time to grow
Cause they don't wanna see us out here make it and shine
Unless we hurting each other
Or look on fleek with injected behinds
Female artists keep on pushing your hardest
There's rap dudes out here with huge egos
Don't forget we the smartest
Nah, don't forget we the smartest
I said- female artists keep on pushing your hardest
There's rap dudes out here with huge egos
Don't forget we the smartest
Don't forget we the smartest
Yo- Just Jill speaking facts with the lyricism
I'm sick of female rap getting bad criticism
Cause I know I'm different
And I'm tryna build a new foundation
Call that support system
Roll through with the girl squad
Dude's jealous of our bars, that's their fault
Too busy smooth talking
Cause they think they’re popping
Try to distract you with the love and the hip-hopping
But- I’ll save that nonsense for the television
Cause that's not my vision
Unless I'm working for Nickelodeon and helping out the children
I'm just a nineties kid who's doin' it a little different
So- in the meantime, in-between time
Ladies go get yours, don't let no one block your shine
Female artists keep on pushing your hardest
There's rap dudes out here with huge egos yo
Female artists keep on pushing your hardest
There's rap dudes out here with huge egos
Don't forget we the smartest
Nah, don't forget we the smartest
I said- female artists keep on pushing your hardest
There's rap dudes out here with huge egos
Don't forget we the smartest
Don't forget we the smartest
Don't let no one stop your shine
Always be yourself
Stay true and stay kind
Cause hard work does pay off
So keep chasing your Jillion Dollar Dreams
Shout out Bridgeside
I'm- Just Jill
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Lyrics: Jillian Girardin, Mark Girardin
Recording Engineers: John Scott, Josh Schuback
Produced: Phoenix Down Recording
Beatmaker: SideB
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8. |
Wife (Girl I Care)
03:35
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I wrote this one for you
I met you 2004 in the summer
You got that smile that can't compare to another
And ever since then I can't help how much I love ya
I'm always there for you
No, I don't wanna see you suffer
When we were kids you showed me the ropes
I was the butter babe and you were the toast
My bodyguard, I knew them bullies were toast
Them days were wild we was doin' the most
And even if we got in trouble
It didn't take long, I'm at your crib on the double
And things were all good we'd go chilling in your room
While you're braiding my hair
I'm looking up towards the moon
Til this day you my lady
Now we ride in the Mercedes
A little help from your bro cause you know that you his baby
Baby girl know the deal
Anything in this world, I got you for real
Can't you understand it
Girl you know how much I care
It's not the way I planned it, no
If you could only know my feelings
You would know how much I do believe
I promise I'm a do my best on this planet
And I'm sorry for the time that I took for granted
I'm kicking myself in the ass like damn it
But time is precious let's live it up and do damage
Plus we need a vaca soon, let's vanish
Maybe Cancun, just help me brush up on my Spanish
Then we’ll do a girls night
I'll call our girls right
And we gon' get it popping
And we gon' get right
Cause I just want you to be glad
And girl I know it's hard sometimes it gets sad
And seeing you in pain damn it makes me so mad
But still you never give up
And that's what's up
Cause being by your bedside
I tried my hardest not to cry
I was holding your hand, I prayed so many times
Spent time with little man
Yo, he's such a cool guy
You raised a good son, no lie
Can't you understand it
Girl, you know how much I care
It's not the way I planned it, no
If you could only know my feelings
You would know how much I do believe
When you feel better
Let me know and I'm a call ya
And make sure you meet me up there at the altar
Cause this a forever thing, and that's for life
That's right you my wife, that's right you my wife
Aye, keep pushing Mara
It's you and me, uh
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JU$T JILL Cambridge, Massachusetts
JU$T JILL is a female hip-hop artist and cypher organizer from in Cambridge, MA. Her hip-hop sound is unique and has an upbeat wholesome feel, with songs such as "Life For Us" & "We the Smartest." Her music consists of empowering women, talks of personal struggles & living life to the fullest. This summer, Jill released her sophomore album "WomanHood" out now on all steaming services. ... more
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